For L

 28.01.2012
To me,myself and I,in the future.                                                                 

Dear L,

What have you done with our life?I hope you did good and that you are happy and proud,if not,chin up,hold your head high and start over,no questions asked!I have always been fascinated with the ways in which people tend to change after a while,moreover i have been fascinated with yours truly and with my very own yellow brick road to the city of Oz.I know this is the time for change,but that apparently very long,excruciating period of twisted logic,pmsing and constant need of reinventing the wheel is bound to come to an end.Sure,we grow all our life,but at some point you do stop being called a teen and start hearing the word woman more often.

 So this is me,writing you a letter to just talk and after many happy years i hope you will judge,remember and improve at the sight of these words.I am giving you a part of my spirit because i know someday i will need it and i will reach it only through understanding my change.

As happy as I am now,I know that there is more waiting ahead of me...I know it's weird when I say things like these but i know love for me will be ravishing,deep,passionate and real,I know my future is enlightening,bright and to be studied in history books many years after i am far gone from this world. So do me a favor L and never give up,never loose sight of what is important to us.

Are you in a good place now?I wish the 17 year old me could see you,as you will be in 10 years,in 20 years,in 40 years.I wish I could meet you and cry with you,laugh with you,love with you,understand you.Am i making sense anymore,or have you outgrown me completely?

I was going to write about the mundane things going on in my life at the moment,however,I have changed my mind.You know that is not what you need L!You need to find us balance,thrill and excruciating love in every second you exist!Repair what has been broken,build towers and mend bridges.

Love,a younger version of you